Also wanted to share something weight-related. (Note: you are free to laugh because I KNOW I sound silly.) I've always watched THE BIGGEST LOSER. And each season I've sat on the couch with my Coke and whatever junk snack I was having, watching and feeling so ashamed. This season, for the first time, I feel GOOD because I'm doing it! In my entire lifetime I've NEVER been honestly proud of my weight progress. Always before, I went about losing in CRAZY ways that resulted in a rapid regaining the minute I stopped doing whatever I was doing. This time - for 10 months so far - I've done this RIGHT. Watched my food intake, exercised 6 days a week (crunches SEVEN days a week) and set my monthly weight goals at a DO-ABLE number. And I am PROUD. I feel strong, energetic, HAPPY. But I have a 'problem' ... I've developed a serious addiction to ... clothes and boots. BOOTS? Yeah. I am a closet BOOT FREAK! Below is my LATEST pair. I LOOOOVE these!
Below are the LAST two pair I got (the purple ones and the red ones.) I'm hopeless, right? But I'm WORSE when it comes to CLOTHES. See, it's been YEARS since I wore a 14/16. I mean YEARS. I realize I SHOULD wear a 9/10 or MAYBE even a 7/8 when I hit my goal. My daughter was a size 0 (YEAH, you read that right) until about 5 years ago. She always felt I was horribly embarrassing. Frankly, I KNOW I was. But I am PROUD now. This has NOT been an easy journey, and I am well aware it's a lifelong one. It's also a journey I'm excited to take because I feel a million times better physically and SO much better about myself. And now I will take my better-feeling self back to my editing. Will be seeing your blogs and 'talking' to all of you in 2-3 weeks! HUGS TO EVERYONE!



2 comments:
You should be proud!!! I'm proud of you. and as for the clothes and boots, you should honor yourself with pretty clothes that you love, because god knows they only make ugly things for big people!!
I went back to weight watchers last week.. and "ta dah!" in week number one.. I lost 5 pounds! woohoo!! I'll catch up with you hopefully by summer!
have fun with your precious friends! it sounds like you have fun things planned. Love ya!!
xoxo
Cheers for your weight loss accomplishments and it's right and proper for you to be proud of yourself! You've done this by sheer determination (and exercise) day after day for 10 months and just look at you now!
Those are some seriously snazzy boots you have.
Enjoy your house guests and the wonderful party that is coming up. What could be a better way to welcome a baby that to have a gathering called "Treasuring"?
Hugs!
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